Shouting out to the girl "i kinda keep thinking of u alot"

universe SG

Its been sometime since i saw her. During the period that we did not meet to me was somehow relieve beause i am living in peace. Yes.

Just few days back we met for dinner and movie.

Somehow e feeling for her rushed back, i couldn't stop it i guess...

Now im feeling tired, bits of heart ache..knownin that she does not care for me as i wanted, I mean like a girl who likes someone..while i am. And she still misses her ex..sort of i guess makes me pain.

Haiz..tell myself to focus on my life but its hard..

i asked myself do i really like her ( i do like her, even did things for her) or even love her..i cannot find ans but when i ask myself whether do i need a someone really cares for me? yes i do..

I am such an asshole right..haha..

sad holiday..

rainee SG

Did she tell you she still misses her ex? Have you confessed your feelings to her yet?

universe SG

no she did not tell me but i know coz she gave me a link ( those spam emails ) that can find e location of ones hp. I asked her did she try. she say she did..asked her whom she used on, she nv reply.

Well i dun wan to confess coz..i know cfm reject..haha..

de_middle SG

if you had the intention to forget her, why did u still go on a date Confused

juzride SG

mayb it was u whom she tried the search the location on?? Surprised

rainee SG

trying = 50% chance of success
not even trying = 0% chance of success

think about it Mr. Green

universe SG

oh why go on e date ah..coz i tot my heart is ok liao. dun like her liao. But i remember on that day, as the time passed on, on seening her soon..my heart was beating fast n kinda nervous. I told myself shitz..

mm..jus for info days ago, she called me. I was happy!

26 secs later...her intention for calling me was to ask me about how's her ex which happens to be my friend too.

My heart became sour soo sour at that time. Sad.

I tot what e hell, am i starring in the movie ?

sianz..

Its ok don't care for me, she indirectly hurted me..

well still not her fault..

I am keepin my dist frm her!!!!!!!!!!

sg mata SG

Neutral Neutral Neutral Neutral Neutral

AndrewPKYap SG

Not don't! Do.... and so you will get used to it... know how to handle it... Life is not to be avoided but lived.

hahaha I like this line "Life is not to be avoided but lived" .... will add to my sig

universe SG

mm..today i shall add and hopefully end this chapter..

Called her jus now and chatted with her. Days ago found out from a colleague that my smile was wide and big when talking to her. So while talking to her jus now, i managed to look at the mirror and yes..my smile is big n wide.

We talked about many things and realised she likes to travel around SG to eat. Well asked her about her view on love and especially on her ex. She replied that she is not interested in love anymore, find that love is not practical in sg. She hope that for now that aren't any guys would confess to her.

And on her ex, she say she xiang tong le..even if he go back to her, she will not be interested.

Regardless of what her answers..i realised something.

I don't really know her, her personality that much..

And i don't want be the next guy who confess to her i like her..

Well..now im kinda happy that we had a heartily chat jus now and she somehow forget abt her ex liao..i just have to let it be i guess...

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